Preschool Graduation

Dear Luke,

A few weeks ago we celebrated your preschool graduation! You were a darling graduate and so excited to perform your songs. I have felt so proud of you, thankful for these years, and really sad that they are now over. The preschool years have been good years, not easy by any means, but really good. You have learned so much, grown in confidence and experienced real friendship with your peers. You've had enough structure to stay active and engaged, but also enough downtime to play and be a kid. When I was talking with my friend Joy recently about the upcoming transition to kindergarten and the accompanying emotions, she asked if I felt good about how I had spent the "at home" years with you, knowing they were short. Did I make the most of it? I have to say, my answer to that is an overwhelming yes. I have been far from a perfect mother, for sure, and some days have had me showing my worst side, completely pressed and exhausted from the challenges, and simply failing at being the mom I should be. But when I consider the big picture, I am immensely grateful for the years I have been able to make being your mom my full-time job. I have attempted to savor the time with you, to invest myself in you, and to point you to Jesus most of all. I am just so thankful and will always carry these "at home" years with you in my heart, as some of the very best. Love you, little buddy!

Love,
Mommy